Saturday, July 24, 2010
Someday, imma get out of Singapore.I will learn how to drive.
To gallivant through every city I can,
taking pictures and keeping a travel diary and making memories.
This, I will have in my backpack.
:)
Sky♥ 2:04 AM
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
Impulsive urge to.. publish something.Impulsive urge to pierce my belly and just DO.. something.
So.
Sky♥ 1:07 AM
Monday, April 26, 2010
"Monsters are real, and ghosts are real too. They live inside us, and sometimes, they win."
Oh they win, they win alright.
I am all but arms across chest, trying so hard not to bump into the stiletto corners of grief,
whenever I think about thehugetradegythatIamsupposedtohaveforgotten.
Time does not heal any wounds.
Bad things do not disappear or get tucked away in a corner,
they follow you.
And remind you how easy it is to get hurt.
Trying to live without old habits,
without the people that I thought I can never live without.
Slowly.
But surely.
..
Then I realise in quite a few posts I reassure myself of this non-existant improvement.
Oh they win, they win alright.
I am all but arms across chest, trying so hard not to bump into the stiletto corners of grief,
whenever I think about thehugetradegythatIamsupposedtohaveforgotten.
Time does not heal any wounds.
Bad things do not disappear or get tucked away in a corner,
they follow you.
And remind you how easy it is to get hurt.
Trying to live without old habits,
without the people that I thought I can never live without.
Slowly.
But surely.
..
Then I realise in quite a few posts I reassure myself of this non-existant improvement.
Sky♥ 10:41 PM
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
“There is no refuge from memory and remorse in this world. The spirits of our foolish deeds haunt us, with or without repentance.”
Sky♥ 12:51 AM
Friday, April 09, 2010
I thought I got life all figured out (at barely 19, ha!) cause for periods of time life is so boring bland predictable all. 2010 is like a fresh start, a new year, a good year, for many people and I am happy yet jealous of them.
2010 didn't kick off for me, rather it lulled into one vicious cycle after the next where I am so stuck in the same continuing endless motion. Things and people move on, move on, move move move and I am still slowslowslowly discovering and groping around. when when when when am I going to find what I want to do, who I want to be, what to love and what to distance and money and the resolution to drink milk once a week at least huh huh huh huh.
2010 didn't kick off for me, rather it lulled into one vicious cycle after the next where I am so stuck in the same continuing endless motion. Things and people move on, move on, move move move and I am still slowslowslowly discovering and groping around. when when when when am I going to find what I want to do, who I want to be, what to love and what to distance and money and the resolution to drink milk once a week at least huh huh huh huh.
please let inspiration (and $$) love and strength somehow smack me in the face.
Sky♥ 12:00 PM
Saturday, March 27, 2010
Everyday something ends in my life.
And everything makes me realise something about myself.
That used to make me feel a certain way.
I am learning, learning to like and accept myself.
Have to get by, get by, get by sorrow. Greed.
So what if you don't see it.
So what if you lie and refuse to tell me to my face.
So what.
It doesn't really matter in the end.
We are not meant to be.
Okay I know this post is supposed to be conveying a clear message and all.
And I am supposed to be liking myself and all.
But uhm my ineptness at writing is really really bothering me.
Oh and my hair.
And lack of skills in everything.
Sky♥ 5:05 PM
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
At the edge of falling into a pit of emotion.
And as usual I am going to complain on this sorry space which no one reads anyway.
Exhaustion, and everything seems to have caught up with me.
I hate it that we are back to the square one.
I hate your reasons.
I hate that I am incoherent at the wrong times.
..
Sky♥ 12:12 AM